definitely maybe


Being constantly good is way harder than being good. Even from the people I admire, photographers, designers, bloggers, writers, actors, musicians, I rarely found those who are constantly good. I usually didn't put much concern on what people say about me, my works, my blog, my hobbies, my taste, or even the way I dress. But what lately has been bugging me is how taste can be so subjective. Well I still don't really care what most people said about me cause I do have my own opinion about them anyway, but when it comes to people who are close to you, people whom you care about, it sometimes become more important than you thought. When I like it, he hates it, when I hate it, he likes it. It's frustrating how taste can be so different. It's not that I want people to lie but when those who usually like what you did suddenly said that he/she doesn't like one you do, it hits you harder than those who never like you. My friend once said that I'm a hard-to-please person, but I do feel that it's hard to please people (whom I care) too.

ps. title isn't taken from that fockin' romantic comedy movie, but an album by Oasis, because we watched that fockin' movie Live Forever about the rise of the fockin' Brit Pop, before we did the shot. (trying to impersonate that Gallaghers accent who kept sayin "f/ckin'" every now and then).